For The Love Of Sex
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Lack of posting but still alive
Hello folks,
well - 6 months off and here I am.
There is much to report - life has been exciting enough to keep my interest but never exciting enough to keep me happy. hehe - bastard that I am I can't help but want more sex.
I was in the grocery store the other night with the girl and pointed out the checkout bitch. She went to high school with her it turns out. She was able to confirm for me that she is in fact a bitch. I told her that I wanted to pull the checkout bitch's hair while I fucked her from behind and she just rolled her eyes a bit.
I knew she'd enjoy watching if she was in the right mood.
Later folks - I'll be back sooner this time I promise,
well - 6 months off and here I am.
There is much to report - life has been exciting enough to keep my interest but never exciting enough to keep me happy. hehe - bastard that I am I can't help but want more sex.
I was in the grocery store the other night with the girl and pointed out the checkout bitch. She went to high school with her it turns out. She was able to confirm for me that she is in fact a bitch. I told her that I wanted to pull the checkout bitch's hair while I fucked her from behind and she just rolled her eyes a bit.
I knew she'd enjoy watching if she was in the right mood.
Later folks - I'll be back sooner this time I promise,
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Birthday Fun
Well, the girl was sick and so I went out to get something to drink by myself.
I ran into "ironically" the ex of a good friend of mine. We talked for some time and then it was time to go - they were closing up. She asked me and the bartender (female) to come to her house with her for more drinks and I said I had to return home but she could join me. Bartender opted out.
We got to my house and opened "more" wine and talked about work, the internet, relationships and sex. I ended up (I don't know how, heh) rubbing her back and eventually had her bra undone and her shirt mostly off. The talk was somewhat sexual by now (as you might imagine) and it was fun. The girl was in a room just 30 feet away but we didn't really care.
When it came right down to it we decided to not play. While of course I was sad at the time it was 3 AM on a tuesday night and I did need to get up in the morning. Also, this person is not entirely trusted to be "discreet" and I live in a small town. It was a wonderful "teasing" and we shared a very nice long hug as she left.
The next day I felt like hell and wished I'd never gotten myself in that situation. I don't like reacting to a chance for sex since it can bite you in the end.
I ran into "ironically" the ex of a good friend of mine. We talked for some time and then it was time to go - they were closing up. She asked me and the bartender (female) to come to her house with her for more drinks and I said I had to return home but she could join me. Bartender opted out.
We got to my house and opened "more" wine and talked about work, the internet, relationships and sex. I ended up (I don't know how, heh) rubbing her back and eventually had her bra undone and her shirt mostly off. The talk was somewhat sexual by now (as you might imagine) and it was fun. The girl was in a room just 30 feet away but we didn't really care.
When it came right down to it we decided to not play. While of course I was sad at the time it was 3 AM on a tuesday night and I did need to get up in the morning. Also, this person is not entirely trusted to be "discreet" and I live in a small town. It was a wonderful "teasing" and we shared a very nice long hug as she left.
The next day I felt like hell and wished I'd never gotten myself in that situation. I don't like reacting to a chance for sex since it can bite you in the end.
Sunday, March 27, 2005
More Personal View
Well folks,
No one is more surprised than I am about the fact that it's been 10 days since my last post. I confess that I feel a bit like a loser. But, I'm drinking wine tonight so I feel like a happy loser.
What a weekend.
The girl had her birthday and family came into town. Specifically a brother and a sister. Very cool for her - very stressful for both of us as time wore on.
Friday we all partied like rockstars. Probably a group of 15 of us that started at 5:30 pm (the first ones) and didn't end till 3:30 am. Much fun and three different locations were involved. Karaoke was a significant part at the last two locations. For those of you not familiar this type of fun it is typically entertainment for asians or (in america) those who can't sing or are truly fucked up. Still it had it's moments. The girl was enjoying being the center of attention (probably her biggest fault - she wants/needs to be the center of attention) and I gave shoulder masseges to most involved in our party. (I give a hell of a massage - trust me) Part way through the night one of the females I gave a massage too (and a friend of "the girl") began to subtely touch me. Woo Hoo! It was all very hidden from the group and only involved touching of my leg. As we switched from one bar to another I mentioned to "the girl" that there seemed to be something happening. She gave me confirmation that I was okay and we began singing (not me) and drinking (yes me) again. This time we were sitting at a table rather than the more open area of our last hang out. The "friend" and I sat next to each other and eventually I felt her hand touching/massaging my leg again.
There had been some flirting before and she assured me she was easy and I replied I was a slut. All of this was in good fun but it became obvious that we were both telling the truth. Visual image - I sat next to the "the girl"s" sister and "friend" sat next to "the girl's" brother and I felt a hand on my knee and thigh while I touched her calf and hand. (hands under the table) I knew "the girl" would not get too upset but it was "stimulating" to say the least with others who would care near by. A smaller group headed to our house at 2:00 am and ended up in the back yard watching a fire. "The girl" had a headache and went to bed soon after. "The girl's brother" went to bed with a friend of ours and I ended up rubbing the back of my "touching friend".
Wanting to being honest I asked her if she would feel uncomfortable knowing I had "permission" for playing with her. Turned out she knew about our lifestyle from "the girl" (very surprising but not troubling to me). We kissed and touched each other (not only in a sexual way) before we decided I shouldn't leave to go to her house and she didn't feel comfortable coming into my house with several other people crashing there. She didn't want to be known as someone who played with people involved with others.
So much to my dismay she left. That was Friday night and I called her on her cell phone while she was heading home - no answer. (she slipped me her contact info at the last bar) I called her Saturday and left a message to make sure she got home safe. (she left at 3:30 am) No response. "The girl" called her on saturday also - no response. It's Sunday and I called again - no response.
She's single and said to me that she DID want to sleep with me but not that night with others around. Still - I wonder if I missed an opportunity. Perhaps I should have gone to her house that night. I'll update you as things happen.
As I have said - I live in a small town so actions are carefully watched here. But I am surprised/saddened that she seems to have ignored me. I am sensitive by nature and tend to worry that somehow I have offended. I'm pretty sure that isn't the case - but it's odd not to have heard back from her.
Interesting side point - again back to living in a samll community. "The girl's" friend recent broke up with a boyfriend and seems to be suggesting she is "randy" all the time. She may be viewing me as someone safe to have an ongoing "friends with benefits" type of relationship. We have never had that type of thing happen where we lived so it could turn intersting if I am correct.
Last thoughts - it's amazing how much "stimulation" can be had from someone touching you (even in not blatnetly sexual ways) when they're not supposed to be doing so.
Wow!
No one is more surprised than I am about the fact that it's been 10 days since my last post. I confess that I feel a bit like a loser. But, I'm drinking wine tonight so I feel like a happy loser.
What a weekend.
The girl had her birthday and family came into town. Specifically a brother and a sister. Very cool for her - very stressful for both of us as time wore on.
Friday we all partied like rockstars. Probably a group of 15 of us that started at 5:30 pm (the first ones) and didn't end till 3:30 am. Much fun and three different locations were involved. Karaoke was a significant part at the last two locations. For those of you not familiar this type of fun it is typically entertainment for asians or (in america) those who can't sing or are truly fucked up. Still it had it's moments. The girl was enjoying being the center of attention (probably her biggest fault - she wants/needs to be the center of attention) and I gave shoulder masseges to most involved in our party. (I give a hell of a massage - trust me) Part way through the night one of the females I gave a massage too (and a friend of "the girl") began to subtely touch me. Woo Hoo! It was all very hidden from the group and only involved touching of my leg. As we switched from one bar to another I mentioned to "the girl" that there seemed to be something happening. She gave me confirmation that I was okay and we began singing (not me) and drinking (yes me) again. This time we were sitting at a table rather than the more open area of our last hang out. The "friend" and I sat next to each other and eventually I felt her hand touching/massaging my leg again.
There had been some flirting before and she assured me she was easy and I replied I was a slut. All of this was in good fun but it became obvious that we were both telling the truth. Visual image - I sat next to the "the girl"s" sister and "friend" sat next to "the girl's" brother and I felt a hand on my knee and thigh while I touched her calf and hand. (hands under the table) I knew "the girl" would not get too upset but it was "stimulating" to say the least with others who would care near by. A smaller group headed to our house at 2:00 am and ended up in the back yard watching a fire. "The girl" had a headache and went to bed soon after. "The girl's brother" went to bed with a friend of ours and I ended up rubbing the back of my "touching friend".
Wanting to being honest I asked her if she would feel uncomfortable knowing I had "permission" for playing with her. Turned out she knew about our lifestyle from "the girl" (very surprising but not troubling to me). We kissed and touched each other (not only in a sexual way) before we decided I shouldn't leave to go to her house and she didn't feel comfortable coming into my house with several other people crashing there. She didn't want to be known as someone who played with people involved with others.
So much to my dismay she left. That was Friday night and I called her on her cell phone while she was heading home - no answer. (she slipped me her contact info at the last bar) I called her Saturday and left a message to make sure she got home safe. (she left at 3:30 am) No response. "The girl" called her on saturday also - no response. It's Sunday and I called again - no response.
She's single and said to me that she DID want to sleep with me but not that night with others around. Still - I wonder if I missed an opportunity. Perhaps I should have gone to her house that night. I'll update you as things happen.
As I have said - I live in a small town so actions are carefully watched here. But I am surprised/saddened that she seems to have ignored me. I am sensitive by nature and tend to worry that somehow I have offended. I'm pretty sure that isn't the case - but it's odd not to have heard back from her.
Interesting side point - again back to living in a samll community. "The girl's" friend recent broke up with a boyfriend and seems to be suggesting she is "randy" all the time. She may be viewing me as someone safe to have an ongoing "friends with benefits" type of relationship. We have never had that type of thing happen where we lived so it could turn intersting if I am correct.
Last thoughts - it's amazing how much "stimulation" can be had from someone touching you (even in not blatnetly sexual ways) when they're not supposed to be doing so.
Wow!
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Morning Sex - What a Way to Start the Day
It's wonderful when you wake up and get a back rub first thing. Unless you're the one that's talked into / forced to give the back rub.
However if said back rub leads to a penis rubbing and then to being inside of heaven, well, it makes that back rub a good thing for everyone.
LoveofSex is happy today!
However if said back rub leads to a penis rubbing and then to being inside of heaven, well, it makes that back rub a good thing for everyone.
LoveofSex is happy today!
Friday, March 11, 2005
Things in my life - they keep progressing
Hello,
Life, as many of you know, plods on with or without our observance. Sometimes this is a positive and sometimes this is a negative.
Sunday and Monday I got myself some good loving from "the girl" which meant that I was less focused on sex and thus this blog. On monday I actually found myself the happy recipient of some good sex twice on the same day. Trouble was, I got so excited by the first experience that I masterbated during the day so when number two came up unexpectadly I was able to enjoy but it took a great deal of time. (I have been low on sleep too which was a factor.) The girl banned me from jerking off with the impression it would mean we would be spending more "quality time" together this week. Unfortuanately that did not turn out to be true. Tonight, before having friends over, we started to grumble with each other. She felt that I had been pleasuring myself, I felt she had been ignoring my needs. I'm sure both are true to an extent. She has had a very busy work week thus she was pre-occupied and I did jerk off. (I just got too horny)
I should give her some credit as she invited a bi-sexual girl over we know who seems to have the hots for the girl. unfortunately our lovely bi was unable to come (over I mean) and we simply had dinner with the girls boss an his wife. Nice - but not exotic sex by any means.
Life, as many of you know, plods on with or without our observance. Sometimes this is a positive and sometimes this is a negative.
Sunday and Monday I got myself some good loving from "the girl" which meant that I was less focused on sex and thus this blog. On monday I actually found myself the happy recipient of some good sex twice on the same day. Trouble was, I got so excited by the first experience that I masterbated during the day so when number two came up unexpectadly I was able to enjoy but it took a great deal of time. (I have been low on sleep too which was a factor.) The girl banned me from jerking off with the impression it would mean we would be spending more "quality time" together this week. Unfortuanately that did not turn out to be true. Tonight, before having friends over, we started to grumble with each other. She felt that I had been pleasuring myself, I felt she had been ignoring my needs. I'm sure both are true to an extent. She has had a very busy work week thus she was pre-occupied and I did jerk off. (I just got too horny)
I should give her some credit as she invited a bi-sexual girl over we know who seems to have the hots for the girl. unfortunately our lovely bi was unable to come (over I mean) and we simply had dinner with the girls boss an his wife. Nice - but not exotic sex by any means.
Thursday, March 10, 2005
Arrest in sheep assault on farm
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Doesn't the poor sheep deserve a private room?
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Arrest in sheep assault on farm:
"Examining the sheep: Police said charges against Englar will be upgraded if an examination of the animal confirms signs of sexual abuse.
Melissa Smith, operations manager for the York County Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals, said her agency is assisting police.
'We're going to have a veterinarian go out and examine the sheep,' she said. 'We'll have to wait to see what the results show.'
Smith said she sees 'no reason' to euthanize the ewe. "
Doesn't the poor sheep deserve a private room?
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Arrest in sheep assault on farm:
"Examining the sheep: Police said charges against Englar will be upgraded if an examination of the animal confirms signs of sexual abuse.
Melissa Smith, operations manager for the York County Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals, said her agency is assisting police.
'We're going to have a veterinarian go out and examine the sheep,' she said. 'We'll have to wait to see what the results show.'
Smith said she sees 'no reason' to euthanize the ewe. "
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Cock Crazy Women Produce Magazine
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Any time you get to hear about women who are cock crazy and actually put it in a magazine it should be noteworthy.
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village voice > people > Pucker Up by Tristan Taormino: "
Any time you get to hear about women who are cock crazy and actually put it in a magazine it should be noteworthy.
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village voice > people > Pucker Up by Tristan Taormino: "
And then there are the dicks. Lots and lots of dicks. The women of Sweet Action are unabashedly cock crazy, and I don't know that I have ever seen such complete focus on, fascination with, and pure fandom for the male member in a print mag put out by ladies. The last page features a series of disembodied boners (so not feminist!) that is worth the cover price alone. Captioned with cutesy nicknames like "The Nibbler" and "Dreamer," this penile gallery challenges the notion that women don't respond to visual porn without context, story line, and fully fleshed-out characters. These particular characters are fleshed-out, all right, into hard-ons worthy of any gay personal ads. (Perhaps the one thing Sweet Action has in common with Playgirl is that it will also develop a gay following, although these fag fans will be less Chelsea beefcake boy, more John Cameron Mitchell.) I recently read about a new limited-edition photography book that "explores the diversity of shape and size of the penis," called Erection, and thought, Why cough up 40 bucks when you can get the goods in Sweet Action for eight?
